Slaughter in the name of ALLAH

an eye opening video..at  least  to me...enjoy it

Change

"The man decided to change on the 12th hour dies on the 11th "

wanted to change for the better, but do I have strong will?

Afraid....

A words that really explain my current situation...medical wards really terrify me...so many management that I did not know...I could not remember the patients...It is like managing blindly....Ya Allah please help me...please  do not make my ignorance become harmful to my patients

wish could end this posting quickly and peacefully. Amin

A Brake to My Hectic Life

It's Friday 13th!!! well it's to others who belive it
for me it a holidays~ I'm in KL now..

Well being in medical ward from orthopedics totally change my everyday schedule from simple and leisure life to ultimately hectic live every single day...

what do you expect when 2 inadequate HOs managing 30-40 people in a ward? Well sometimes there's only 1 of us. Every day ward round ends at 12 noon - 2 pm. Discharges. Plenty blood taking. Referrals..in active wards at least more than 10.."Doctor, patient collapsed!" CPR!! Pengsan~

well that's life in medical ward..truthfully I enjoy my work but everyday of it make my body ache,my mind tired..that's the downside of shift system.It's not that I not grateful with it..but I don't think the hospital fully prepared for it.

"Afif you should know la this case in and out..."
"I want all my HO to be tip top"
"During my time..."
"Cepat la Afif banyak lagi patient ni.."

Sorry bosses. I try to be more efficient by time..InsyaAllah

compare to my time during orthopedics, I faced almost similar condition, 15-25 patient, 1 HO each ward..somehow I think I can manage it..I know my patient by heart. I blame my green experience in the medical ward..InsyaAllah it will be better with time

The saying that say time is gold totally applicable here. in fact time is sword as describe by Rasulullah saw, "Time is like a sharp sword,if you did not cut it, it will cut you"

May Allah grant us will to use our time with the best of benefit..

One down another to go..

Alhamdulillah..end of orthopedic posting..and welcome dear medical into my life.

thank you Allah for the blessing. Thank you to the specialists, my supervisor Miss I, and my colleagues. It's been a very pleasant posting..I've learned a lot and need to learn more...

Allright, it's medical posting. haha being houseman "jonah" since day 1. Good God! Need to learn fast..need to work fast..yet efficient. Go go go!

p/s: bila nak balik ni...

Sacrifice

Sacrifice...I always thought that being a medical student we need to sacrifice a lot. But being a doctor we need to sacrifice even more.. but truly indeed, when we become doctors, the ones that close to us sacrifice much more than us.. But for me, sacrifice did not mean suffering. Or hopelessness. It may be a spark of joy. And sometimes it is for the better future.

Sorry for not being the best son, siblings, friends...

Happy Eid to all.

27th IIUM Convocation! (8/10/11)

But it is first for me...

Well, it is a meaningful day for me..finally I officially graduated! After 7 years of campus life...here I am now.

Well Razak is the first person I saw that day...thanks for being a good friend but just an advice to you "Razak, kurangkan buat dosa!haha"

Ha dah nak masuk ni la baru nak belajar cara nak pakai robe memang la jadi camni.

OK, I'm ready! Let's go...

Salam dengan SUK tu...I thought I will be shaking hand with Sultan (frustrated sket la kan..haha)

End of ceremony...time for pictures.

Thank you for all the help and support..Sorry for any difficulties that I make intentionally or not.
Well that's all..anyway one thing for sure my eyes can't lie eventhough I tried... (I will improve..hehe)



Psst, ni time "kejadian sebelum pembelian" ke?

Anyway thanks for the flower. Full of sincerity, love it!